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 I was just trying to be cool + Alek (English)

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MessageSujet: Re: I was just trying to be cool + Alek (English)   Sam 30 Sep 2017 - 16:43

She let you be free tonight, you could tell her everything you need to talk about. But you wouldn't, wouldn't scare her with your problems and wouldn't to show how a miserable childhood you had. You don't like to be the victims, to blame other people than you. What she said was right, you can't forget for a minute but it will always be in you, in your soul.

I know, but I'm living like that since a lot of time now... you said, lowering your eyes. No, it's not for a girl don't worry about that, I've a heart made of stone, you laughed.

Maybe it's also for a girl, for this girl you leave in London, this girl you loved so much. The only one, you couldn't forget her, never. But you tried to move on. She asked you where you came from, it's undeniable, with your pretty accent of a British guy. She wanted to know how London was, your favorite place on earth.

London is so amazing, I used to live in a suburban neighborhood, so I knew the grunge way of London. But not with a bad hygiene like American could say, you laughed. London people are so different, they don't care about anything, they live how they want to and do whatever they want. It's another way of life, even if they used to drink a lot a tea at every hour of the day.

Typical stereotype of your country, tea. That's a thing you liked. Tea and grunge people, it's amazing to see. You used to drink a lot of it, and a lot of sorts. Your mum loved it, you had a cupboard with a different sort of tea when your mother was still alive. You continue your discussion together, and she seemed so friendly that you like it a lot. She's so sweet, so adorable, and also beautiful. Stop it, Alek, you are just talking with her.

Yes, magnificent ! She's staying in here. A new life, find new friends, new home. But it's amazing ! You should try, you say before lighting a cigarette. I hope the smoke doesn't embarrass you, if it is I can turn off mine, you said politely.

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MessageSujet: Re: I was just trying to be cool + Alek (English)   Dim 1 Oct 2017 - 0:18

⊹I was just trying to be cool
I put my head up to the sky for a second, we could start to feel the nice breeze of the night and the stars in the sky were light up. I always loved how night could be so peaceful, so relaxing. I took my eyes down and looked at Alek, he was kinda cute, I think. I never really dare to look at another man the way I was looking at the guy I once loved. I think my brain couldn’t even imagine finding someone else than him attractive, my brain wasn’t really helping in life. To be honest I never actually wanted to move on, I was stuck in my past, my perfect past. I think I needed someone to slap me in the face and made me realized that he was never going to come back, but I still had faith in him. As I was looking at Alek, I started to see he was looking almost sad. Am I the one who was doing that ? Shit, the poor guy was just trying to have a fun night and here I was, making him talk about the things he wanted to forget. I guess at least it could be a nice therapy. I looked at him a little bit more and took his hand. I couldn’t help it, I always been someone very tactil, always in need of contact with the others and right now I was feeling confortable enough to try to appease him with this simple contact. I’m sure he was far from needed my pity, but it wasn’t what I was giving to him, I was giving him confort. Yes yes yes all of that in a simple touch, I’m teeling you human contact is magic. I wanted to ask him if he was happy living this way, but I decided I didn’t want to push him even more. It was hard cause there was so many questions going through my head so I tried to think for a second. Did it help to come here in Bowen? Obviously not, or else he probably wouldn’t be drinking right now, but I was hoping that just maybe, it was starting to get better for him. Ouuuuhhh is mister Alek a womanizer? All girls crawling to you asking for your love as you just scream for loneliness? or was he just playing with their heart and sleeping with them? That what I would expect from a barman.

It was refreshing to see him speak about London, he seemed to really loved it there. I guess we all love our native city, no matter how boring is the city you’re from there’s always nostalgia that make everything ten time better. So which one is the best? Bowen or London? And don’t tell me you can’t compare the both! I understand that two country were completely different, but deep down even if you feel like you can’t compare two things, you always know that one I better than the other. I’m a tea lover I would probably like it there And I was saying that like it was the only thing that matter. Well, I was pretty serious about my tea, English people are serious about their tea, it already seemed like a good fit You just met me and you’re already trying to get ride of me by making me move to a different country, wow ! I laughed before I add maybe one day who know? There’s still someone I’m waiting here I didn’t even realized I was saying that out loud, my best friend would seriously be mad at me right now.

Emm.. I looked down to his cigarette, a grimace in my face. I’m not gonna lie I’m not a fan And with that I could go on a whole new campaign on how bad it was to smoke, the same as I did with alcohol, but I decided to not keep getting annoying with my too pure nature.  I’m too much of a saint as you must have figure out by now I smile at him. Weirdly enough my dads never told me it was bad to drink and smoke yet I’m sure it was writing somewhere in the Bible. I guess they never had the need to do it with me. If you can just try to not blow everything in my face that’s ok as much as I was always trying to say to other how to live their life without drinking and smoking I was never actually to a point to forbid someone from doing what they wanted to do. It’s their life after all.


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MessageSujet: Re: I was just trying to be cool + Alek (English)   Mar 3 Oct 2017 - 1:21

The hardest part about this discussion was to think about your father and your mother. Your beloved mother. Living with the momeries of your childhood was really hurting but you tried to face it. She asks you if it helps to come here, in Bowen. You thought it was the best thing you ever do in your entire life.

Yes, it helped a lot, the best idea I never had, you responded.Womanizer ? It's a perfect word for me ! you laughed. My loneliness is essential, I'm waiting for the perfect girl, you said with a little smile.

True, you never forget the girl you let in London when you left the country. It's was horrible, one of the hardest thing you had to do in your life. You thought about her for a minute, her beauty, her kindness and loveliness. But never mind. After, she asks you what was the best city between London and Bowen but it was a hard question.

London is amazing for partying, tea, punk neighborhood, and Bowen is perfect for chilling, hanging out with friends. So you'll don't like the answer but it's not the same, incomparable, you said with a laugh.

She reminds you the girl you once loved in London. So sweet, so innocent et so beautiful. This girl calmed you when you were drunk, or high. She knew how to talk to you, how to deal with you when you were drunk. Innocent because she doesn't way your way of life : cigarettes, drugs, alcohol. But she loves you, the really you, the only one who knew you like that.

Oh, yes for sure, don't worry I won't, you responded politely. So, do you have a lucky man who is sharing your life actually ? you asked, but with a back thought, and you give her a wink.

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